Fun times

NSO dance. UGHHH so Kelley and Nate were starting to get a bit goggley and i felt 3rd-wheelish so i went into the games room. I was innocently playing connect-4 on my own-ey when this large, okay-looking dude comes and sits across from me. he was all WANNA PLAY?

and i was all UH..OKAY.. even though i kinda just wanted to go home

and he kept freaking beating me and then started going easy on me which is TOTALLY UNACCEPTABLE and i told him so. i think he mistook this for flirting because he suggested that for every turn, we had to ask the other person a question. "to get to know each other" and he would ask follow-up questions and such. so i tried to be nice, but i started getting creepy vibes and i was also running out of questions. what time is it??? and then the dance stuff ended and he was like

SO CAN I WALK YOU HOME?

and im like effffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffsickles i live a MILE a way!!! I DON'T KNOW YOU!!??

luckily, kelley had apparently tried to call me, so i ran away on the excuse i need to call my roommate. I don't hardly know her but i wanted to freaking marry her. because i'm too nice to lie sometimes so i'd probably end up walking home with a rapist or something.

So tonight we were like lounging around doing nothing, Kelley and her friend Adam and I. Suddenly there was a KNOCK at the door and a bunch of guys were standing at our door.

uh... hello?

HI YOU GUYS WANNA HANG OUT (look into appartment)

uh... what would we do?

(silence) ...STUFF.. WE'VE GOT GRAPES?

kelley...?

i don't know, Nicole... what do they want?

okay, sure.. Kelley Adam like get on shoes

AWESOME (door shuts)

i don't want to (Adam: They look like mouth breathers)

wtf does that even mean? kelley get shoes

i don't want to

we've got to meet new people! and these ones are guys!! come on!!

very eventually, we opened the door again and the guys were still there and we shuffled to their apartment, which was filled with guys. (whisper nicole we're the only girls)

since when has that been a bad thing?

One of the guys was obviously the ringleader, Ray... I don't remember all their names. There was Cody, Lloyd, Rob... I don't know who was who though... Travis I remember because he STUFFED A WHOLE APPLE IN HIS MOUTH and it was freaky! We mostly talked about our majors and kinda awkward sauce.. It was pretty okay, the guys seem really nice.

ran

i went running in the dark last night with brent and jason


i think i will miss them more than ever now :[

SHARKS

well, it's nearing the late hours, and i am in need of some seriously dark chocolate or else i will be forced to turn to hard drugs. err yeah. it is almost the 5th and that means i have fifteen days left before i go to college.
it all seems too near, and it keeps happening that i look up to the crappy weather and feel oddly horrified that i will soon be somewhere that consistently has interesting weather. I CANT TAKE IT. basically, i spend all my time playing continuum and reading scifi books. =sad anyway yesterday moi and le gang headed out for the prius trip of a lifetime.

we go into the car and head towards the great beach.. we get somewhat lost, but make it there eventually and go swimming in the ice cold water. then the SUN comes out and we all get sunburned because we fell asleep.
at one point i think i see a
in the waves..
but lester says it is a sea lion
HE IS MISTAKEN IT WAS A SHARK I SWEAR... which didnt stop me from venturing in towards the waves ^^

all-in-all, i have gotten better at the space game. somewhere between suckage and mediocre

last night, as i tired of the game, i sign in to aim. this is a mistake. because at 1:30am, the only people online are idiot gaming losers like chris, and emotionally unstable people longing for a cybertronic shoulder to figuratively cry on. sigh. so of course, my dear friend [whom i have only spoken to in person ONCE, [the day after my 8th grade graduation]] who is known for being particularly expressive about his troubles, jumps at my screename and ravages it with his LONG LONG LOVE STORY THAT CAN NEVER BE. i literrally wanted to kill myself after an hour of his unceasing typing. i was too tired to search for a proper butcher knife or poison to off myself tragically. i wanted to shout ... er... type in all caps.. to him I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU STOP COMING TO ME WITH YOUR PROBLEMS ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i continued responding to his torturously boring sentences. i am then called a "good friend" great listener, friendy friendy BLAHBLAHBLAH

i dont think it counts as being a friend if all you do is listen to some person talk. especially if you are playing minesweeper whilst occasionally putting a :[ emoticon in between his complaints. if not caring counts as friendship,then something is terribly wrong with this society. or me.. i dont know. all i know is there is no one to complain to for me. i know how BORING it is to listen to someone go on and on, that i always condense my stories into 3 sentences or so. but usually i say nothing at all.