French 201: A- French Choir: P Theoretical Syntax: B+ The New Testament: A- LDS Marriage & Family: B+ Intro to Art & Drawing: A
YAY!!
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Oftentimes, I come home and just say to myself "I hate my life." Mostly because I'm lonely and I wish I had friends I could be honest with. But I guess I don't wish that, because I'm only good at shallow friendships. I'm just a crappy friend in general. I'm so tired of my life, I literally can't think of any reasons anymore to get up in the morning, I just get up anyway and I don't know why anymore.
What I've taken a liking to doing is reading wikipedia articles about things I don't understand any words of. I know it's English, but there's no way I'll ever know what it means. It's comforting, in a way, to know how many things I'll never have an impact on. The same way facebook flipping helps me know I'll never know most of the people in the world. It's nice to know that I really am not important.
Saturday, April 2, 2011
sigh
Okay, so a lot's happened, not that you read this or anything. But Chris and I have become just friends. And then there's the whole thing where I really like Pack, but it's kind of this thing because my friend, Star, ....... well.. I like Pack, Pack likes Star, Chris likes Star, Star likes John (and Chris, AND pack).......so what does Nicole get out of this, hmm?? a bunch of play and no game. Confused, confused, NEVER GO FOR YOUR FRIENDS! REGRET!
Monday, January 17, 2011
hey there
Roommates = Kelley, Halley, Annie
Isa304: A-
Isa304: A-
J101: B+
Ling330: B+
D&C 324: A-
Fren102: A-
In case you were horribly curious or something. Which I doubt, because you, the reader, do not exist. Sorry, kid.
In case you were horribly curious or something. Which I doubt, because you, the reader, do not exist. Sorry, kid.
Alright, so if LAST semester was really boring, then THIS semester is ...lethargically overwhelmingly boring. On a good note, I was HIRED! at Teriyaki Stix!
and I say things like "what kind of rice would you like with that?" and "Enjoy your meal!" and my studies on Real vs. Fake smiles really comes in handy at my job, because people inherently like real smiles better.
Well, I haven't much talked about my love life, because it doesn't exist. At this new ward, after Jeff, I pretty much gave up on all that. Mostly cause crushing and waiting around forever is really really boring.! But I have made some good friends with the boys in my FHE group. To be REALLY sly, I will refer to them all by super sleuthy names. There's Garret, Dudley, Morris, Pack, and Chris. They're these RMs who are part of this group of friends from way back before they went on their missions. So a lot of the time, they're a lot closer to those other girls, but at least me and Kelley get invited to these things, right? And we all have a lot of fun. I hope that's what it's like when all of my missionary friends get back.
Adam wrote me back, and he's so hilarious it can be kind of frustrating to me that I never had super extreme feelings for him. Because I like his personality so darn much, and he's good-looking in his own way, so how come I can't like him???? AHHH!!!! I keep telling myself, maybe in two years we can finally get along and not bug each other. Jack has been writing the group email every week (and he left it up to me to distribute it to everyone) but he's only written one personal email. But I guess he's real busy.
Anyway, back to le romancey. Kelley like(d) Dudley for like FOREVER but he's not interested/super oblivious (not interested, because Garret is the BIGGEST gossip.. haha ^_^ ). Me, I'm having trouble holding onto a crush. Because lately I've been giving up as soon as I hear something discouraging about anyone. It's like after all this stuff with Jason and Cody, I just really don't think I'll ever get the kind of guy I tend to be interested in.
I have to admit that Chris is really funny, and really cute, and probably the guy I'm most comfortable with in this new group. I get along quite well with Garret. And everyone. Okay, actually, Chris and I have a special relationship. He's kind of similar to me in the way Adam was, but in a way that's more bearable. ... We fight a LOT. Halley is convinced we're in love or something because we flirt a lot, but that's mostly because the definition of flirting is making fun of each other and then giggling. There's a lot more of the former :) My roommates tell Chris everything basically and ask about love advice because he's really frank (and sarcastic). He's kind of really weird. He made out with an orange behind Kelley's back and she couldn't understand why he and I were laughing so so so hard. He's also a possum killer, and a sociology major with no life plans. I've even kind of told him about Adam, and one of the real reasons I didn't want a relationship with him. I felt cool for not lying. Gotta stop lying so much...
Sorry for the wall of text. Maybe I'll go back and post in some links to TVtropes to punish anyone actually stalking me :)
and I say things like "what kind of rice would you like with that?" and "Enjoy your meal!" and my studies on Real vs. Fake smiles really comes in handy at my job, because people inherently like real smiles better.Well, I haven't much talked about my love life, because it doesn't exist. At this new ward, after Jeff, I pretty much gave up on all that. Mostly cause crushing and waiting around forever is really really boring.! But I have made some good friends with the boys in my FHE group. To be REALLY sly, I will refer to them all by super sleuthy names. There's Garret, Dudley, Morris, Pack, and Chris. They're these RMs who are part of this group of friends from way back before they went on their missions. So a lot of the time, they're a lot closer to those other girls, but at least me and Kelley get invited to these things, right? And we all have a lot of fun. I hope that's what it's like when all of my missionary friends get back.
Adam wrote me back, and he's so hilarious it can be kind of frustrating to me that I never had super extreme feelings for him. Because I like his personality so darn much, and he's good-looking in his own way, so how come I can't like him???? AHHH!!!! I keep telling myself, maybe in two years we can finally get along and not bug each other. Jack has been writing the group email every week (and he left it up to me to distribute it to everyone) but he's only written one personal email. But I guess he's real busy.
Anyway, back to le romancey. Kelley like(d) Dudley for like FOREVER but he's not interested/super oblivious (not interested, because Garret is the BIGGEST gossip.. haha ^_^ ). Me, I'm having trouble holding onto a crush. Because lately I've been giving up as soon as I hear something discouraging about anyone. It's like after all this stuff with Jason and Cody, I just really don't think I'll ever get the kind of guy I tend to be interested in.
I have to admit that Chris is really funny, and really cute, and probably the guy I'm most comfortable with in this new group. I get along quite well with Garret. And everyone. Okay, actually, Chris and I have a special relationship. He's kind of similar to me in the way Adam was, but in a way that's more bearable. ... We fight a LOT. Halley is convinced we're in love or something because we flirt a lot, but that's mostly because the definition of flirting is making fun of each other and then giggling. There's a lot more of the former :) My roommates tell Chris everything basically and ask about love advice because he's really frank (and sarcastic). He's kind of really weird. He made out with an orange behind Kelley's back and she couldn't understand why he and I were laughing so so so hard. He's also a possum killer, and a sociology major with no life plans. I've even kind of told him about Adam, and one of the real reasons I didn't want a relationship with him. I felt cool for not lying. Gotta stop lying so much...
Sorry for the wall of text. Maybe I'll go back and post in some links to TVtropes to punish anyone actually stalking me :)
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