huhm

Today I saw a photo of Jason and I got this odd feeling. "He used to be my best friend" kind of feeling. And now I don't feel a thing. I could die and he wouldn't know. I could never talk to him again, and it wouldn't matter. It's such an odd feeling for one to be so detached from one's past life. It's kind of like everything that happened before I came to BYU wasn't real. It's weird to say that none of my old friends mean a thing to me anymore. To think that all those faces in the yearbook were ones I never wanted to forget. It's a whole other world.............

It's definitely not a sad feeling in the slightest. Just weird to know that if I were to see him tomorrow, Jace would expect me to stop and talk to him and catch up. But I would walk right on by, I think.

I've reached a point in my life in which I am no longer interested in pretending. That's why I cut out on Thanksgiving dinner today. If I know I'm going to be put into a situation where everything spouting out of my mouth will be generic lies about my major and future plans, I may as well not go. Because I won't contribute anything. Only a whole world of fakeness.

How weak all our links are. Such fading after only a year.

meh

One day, I was writing out my numbers, and my stupid brother was all

"You're doing it wrong. That's a g. Everyone will make fun of you "

me: "It's a freaking 9 you imbecile" (I probably said NU-UHHH)
he was all: "You write a 9 like this" (writes a nine that looks like a backwards P)

me: "That's a backwards P. You're stupid. I think I know what a 9 is."

Man was I pissed when I got to kindergarten and he was totally right.

PEANUT BUTTAH!!

18oz obtained with 2 bucks!

Apparently Jeff is waiting for a sister missionary??.............. (I've given up on this ward)

There are plenty of friendly cute guys in my classes...

but I have about as much chance with any of these guys as I do with Christian Bale..

Amelie soundtrack is on repeat currently. It's begun to get cold. Cleaning check today. Jack's coming to Provo today. Going to the game with Cody and Kelley tomorrow.. He and Molly are either "very good friends" or they didn't actually break up like he said they did.. >__>

Upper B's and Low A's in all classes.