visible monsters

It's days like this when i realize I've eaten about 1200 calories worth of low-quality cornchips from the discount grocery store. Outside, the weather varies between snow flurries and halfway overcast. I didn't read the questions through in chemistry and failed a quiz I could have easily gotten 100% on. Sometimes, I swear I'm screwing myself over on purpose.
The suggested 'interesting' question is "what is the story behind your username?" There is one, but it is quite boring.
The other day, I wrote a nearly 2-page email to my mom. I got a 1-sentence response. I don't think I'll write back. There really isn't any point. It's just been one of those weeks, y'know? The kind where you forget to put your macaroni and cheese into tupperware and it gets all gross and you wasted like a buck and a half. And the person you want to spend all your time with is the person you avoid. And you ride your bike around in the snow listening to reel big fish and bad religion cause there's nothing better to do.. -sigh- It's just the familiar old feeling of not belonging where you are. My favorite allegory for my situation is I came from a high school world of hexagons to a college world of octagons, and I am a heptagon. Pretty much useless, and very odd.
meh meh meh!
I like all kinds of music especially MUSE. MUSE MUSE MUSE. also, very much Ska, grunge, acoustic, and crap punk. I enjoy other things, but i really like crap-sounding punk. And, honestly, nearly anything from the 80's.. you know what? don't get me started on music because i will end up confessing long-windedly what is perfectly summarized in the first sentence of this paragraph.
hmm.. i finished invisible monsters by chuck palahniuk today. I have to say i enjoyed RANT looooads more. then again, it was his first novel-type thing, so i'll give him a break.

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made out with adam

don't judge me