Dirty Rotten Liar

I don't know whether I am a good or a bad person at heart. I think that generally, I try to look for good things in other people. Some people it's easier for, like with my roommate Sharon, I don't have to try in order to see the good in her. For example, I was about to walk somewhere pretty far away, and she offered me a ride and wouldn't let me leave until I said okay. She is always smiling and super friendly and not stuck-up in the least. I really wish I could be like that.

I've had trouble having Christlike feelings for this one girl.. She has this voice that sounds as if she is just on the verge of crying and everytime she talks, she shouts so everyone can hear her. She is soooo desperate to be accepted and the center of attention. She will tell the same freaking stories over and over again. You know the kind of person. I continue to try to tolerate her because it is the right thing to do, and I am also terrified that she would kill herself if I decided to shun her. It gets increasingly more difficult to be her friend, though, mostly due to the fact that she copies all my little quirks. For example, I have a (probably annoying) habit of saying "sweet" as in "dude, that's sweet" or "where'd you get that sweet t-shirt?" Suddenly SHE is throwing sweets left and right to the point I become superaware of my word usage and have deleted candy from my vocabulary.

I realize I am ranting, but I have to get out my annoyances somewhere! SHE tries her hardest to predict what I am going to say so she can finish my sentences (and, therefore, feel as if she knows me better than she actually does). As secret revenge, I alter my sentences in order to catch her in this. Example, I say "Well, you know, as they say, let them eat-" She interjects "CAKE!" (everything she says should be in all-caps) and I say "cookies covered in cheese"..
I mean, people had enough trouble understanding me before, but my attempts to remain an individual are hindering my comprehensiveness.

I never asked for a clone, I was reaching out mormon-ly to a person in need of companionship. I regret every moment. I should be shot.

I doubt I'll ever get any readers, but for those of you interested, I am currently located in the JKB, the second-most confusing building after the HFAC. I thought I had it figured out and then got lost on the 3rd floor. -sigh-

Codes, still unaware that I am shunning him, texted me yet again. How will he ever realize I am not talking to him if he keeps contacting me?

SHE was nearly tolerable until lately I've found her hanging onto Cody's every last word. In her words "he's a cool kid" the last time she referred to someone as a "cool kid," I had to pick up her miserable heartbroken soggy pieces and it was unpleasant. IN OTHER WORDS: SHE BE AFTER MY MAN!!!! (even if i am ignoring him due to my pridefullness) Although I find her waxing interest in Codessss unthreatening, I have to add yet another item to the list of bothersome. I try to look for good qualities about her, but I can't find any besides the fact she has clear skin.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aEi3AAz60R0