so....

"hurt" is just about the saddest song i have ever heard

coach's dryland from yesterday has made it so my thighs kind of cant move. i hobble around like im 98 years old
sometimes i wish i could sleep properly as to let my body heal up after such insanities as "the ring of fire"
lunges are of the devil, i swear.

cut practice to watch a bootleg of x-men origins with billy and lester, without the special effects ... not the best movie. GAMBIT WAS FINALLY IN AN XMEN MOVIE . .... he was always my favorite from like the comics :X
i read them when i was like seven, okay?? my brother was obsessed and i like worshipped him. my brother, i mean. well.. gambit too.

probably should have worked on my butterfly stroke. billy and ava are kinda fighting and i feel like... : XXXXXXXX ~tension~ je n'aime pas.

i've done my homework without actually ~doing~ my homework. trick is to use big words and write messy. at least at my school, the teachers are too stressed to actually attempt reading any low-points assignments. i only utilize brain power on like.. essays.. i have beautifully finetuned my slacker skills in my four years of high school..speaking of high, miguel wasnt today. it was weird. he was nice to me and joked around and acted like he used to last year when i so-called ~fell for him~ hah. psh. whatever. he will be back to "normal" by tomorrow.

i am afraid to get up. my legs might cease to support my body.
i am afraid to go to sleep. i might dream about zombies or something equally fleshily-harmful

i dont 'like' like billy. idont know why i get paranoid whenever ava is there, that she will think he's cheating on her. i get sooo paranoid. i read once that if you feel uncomfortable,it usually means you guys are more than friends. and i dont feel like more than friends.
in better news, i won ten bucks in statistics today because i was the first one to solve a matrix problem. ironic thing is i was doing my english homework during the lecture and i still beat everyone. sometimes i wonder if something is terribly wrong with the educational system. ten dollars. :D im RICH!!!!! [no sarcasm..]

"closer" is properly explicit... speaking of explicit is this boy in my french class [ and swim team of course ] has the best body i have ever seen. high school boys should not have six packs. it makes it extremely difficult to not run across the room and commence macking. frenching in french class. teehehehe..negative phrases in past tense were just not working for me. thank goodness im not a boy. thank goodness a thousand times over.
i know he's one of those ~concerned~ people. but like the songs at least

funny how everyone is using "FML" now. it's like......... the new "WTF" ......sigh.
i should have been a teenager in the late eighties. then i could call all these kids 'disrespectfulwhippersnappers' and not "peers" and then i'd have graduated highschoolabillionyearsago