Swimming

well "to get rid of writer's block" I AM POSED TO TELL YOU MAH FAVORITE COOKIE. instead i will tell you i close my eyes every time i downstroke for breastroke. i realized this lately, that if i keep my eyes open it feels like i am going nowhere. how very odd. OKAY FINE CHOCOLATE CHIP. what a let down.

sigh. it seems i have a million things to say until the point in time i have the opportunity to say something. HMPH
well, i shall turn to swimming. practice took FOREVER today. the whole frickin DAY took forever and a half. but half hour in i was pretty much thinking "yeah, i think i'll quit the team right now." but in reality, i dont want to let down chris [WHO AGAIN CUT PRACTICE], so i have to distract myself with things like "let's compare my relative speed in breastroke with my eyes open versus eyes closed." that took up about two minutes. FLY FISH FLY!
they look like fishies :D

today coach informed us that state swim competition is a month and three days from now.on the day of prom. to this announcement, my teamates kinda murmured "cough okay..?" because our underfunded swim team usually has no entries into the competition, and no one cares about state. nobody. maybe one or two in a good year.
alright, so about three weeks ago, i asked Kevin to go to prom with me HOW UNCONVENTIONAL SANI HOW ON EARTH COULD YOU COMMIT SUCH AN UNSPEAKABLE ACT??? okay, so the truth is, sparklebutt was the first one to ask me SO HOW BOUT THAT PROM HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM and i responded OH DEAR MY, SOMEONE HAS ASKED ME PREViOUS TO YOU I AM DREADFULLY SORRY UM SANI UMWHO? KEVIN YOU DONT KNOW HIM HE GOES TO THE ALTERNATIVE SCHOOL MEANT FOR GENIUSES I USED TO GO THERE
BUT I WASNT QUITE SMART ENOUGH TO SUCCEED IN SUCH AN INSTITUTION UM THE OKAY COOL UM THE YEAH
after this conversation, i decided i should probably transform a lie into a semitruth, went home and VIA FACEBOOK asked him out. i was going to ask him anyways, but sparklebutt tends to be on the stalker-ish side and would probably track down poor kevin and interrogate him. and i dont like to be caught in lies. especially by "not-gay" creepers. the point of it all is Kevin was rather juiced it seemed, he is cute [borderline hot] and a swimmer. what more does a girl need? not much, mes amis, not much. it is like a fairy book tale.

SO GUESS WHO IT TURNS OUT IS THE ONLY TEAM SWIMMER WHO QUALIFIES FOR COUNTY COMPETITION [which is the same day as prom] WITH HIS PHENOMENAL 500free TIMES?
they say karma comes back around. i am dealing with the issue at hand by avoiding it DEALING WITH THIS LATER

so i turned to comtemplating the last class of the day, an underfunded art course. i walk in the door to see miggy sitting [as per usual] in the corner, painting another beautiful piece of art [*ahem* "not a bong"]. a new haircut and he is ALMOST clean shaven, but lit [as per usual] like a candle.
he, as the despicable senior he is, is flirting with Asia, a deviant freshman with little to no intelligence that i can detect. this is the second time in the past month she has actually come to the easiest class in the world to pass. [as per usual] i am ignored for the most part and all attempts at talking are misconstrued into sexual innuendos. T__T sigh... ANYWAY MIGGY IS A BIG FAT JERK FACE and i make up my mind that i hate him. i hate his guts, the jerk, the effin loser i hate him. i am going to cut class for the remainder of the year just so i wont have to see his ugly mug any longer. right then i see miguel get up to talk to this special ed student who shows him his clay bowl. he smiles and chats with him softly and then gives him a high five. all this unbeknownst to the clueless asia, who probably doesnt even know what "pi" is. [she doesnt]WHY CaaaaNT HE LET ME JUST HATE HIM? WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE SO imperfectly PERFECT?!!??! something like this always happens. i love who he is, even if he isnt that same person when it comes to me. T__T
needless to say, this contemplation did not help me, much less the people behind me in the cycle swimming HOLDING UP THE LINE SWIM FASTER SANIIII sigh. sigh. sigh. can't butterfly.
lester bought me a burger at lunch today. billy called me over to go to lunch with everyone because his car had a spare seat and i jumped at the chance to hang out with ava lester and khalif even though i had no money. well saint chibi, i never have money anyway. i just said i wasnt really hungry and i just wanted to hang out and not eat :D.. so i sit back at the table while everyone goes to the counter to order. they come back BEARING FOOD AND GOODNESS. and lester hands me a chicken burger and i just about marry him right then and there. food is the way to my heart. sort of. i dont have feelings for lester. but i do for food. i was so happy sauce.
SWIM FASTER SANI SWIM FASTER THEY SAY .. well.. COACH SAYS.. teammates dont much care if they get to swim slower.. lazy bums